<?xml version='1.0' encoding='UTF-8'?><?xml-stylesheet href="http://www.blogger.com/styles/atom.css" type="text/css"?><feed xmlns='http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom' xmlns:openSearch='http://a9.com/-/spec/opensearchrss/1.0/' xmlns:georss='http://www.georss.org/georss' xmlns:gd='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005' xmlns:thr='http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0'><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5023559898596948291</id><updated>2012-01-31T21:11:43.027Z</updated><category term='oxford'/><category term='godse statement'/><category term='gandhi'/><category term='mahatma'/><title type='text'>musings</title><subtitle type='html'>The scientist has a lot of experience with ignorance and doubt and uncertainty, and this experience is of very great importance.......</subtitle><link rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#feed' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://n-sridhar.blogspot.com/feeds/posts/default'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5023559898596948291/posts/default?max-results=100'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://n-sridhar.blogspot.com/'/><link rel='hub' href='http://pubsubhubbub.appspot.com/'/><author><name>sridhar</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><generator version='7.00' uri='http://www.blogger.com'>Blogger</generator><openSearch:totalResults>14</openSearch:totalResults><openSearch:startIndex>1</openSearch:startIndex><openSearch:itemsPerPage>100</openSearch:itemsPerPage><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5023559898596948291.post-5391028887709320028</id><published>2010-04-14T04:29:00.005+01:00</published><updated>2012-01-30T22:08:37.296Z</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>In light of recent events. Been reading the works of Charu Mazumdar. The idea was to try to follow what made Naxalism a popular violent movement. Some interesting points of note came up. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Charu Mazumdar was a hardcore dyed in wool Marxist. Against any form of revisionism whatsoever. &lt;br /&gt;Believed that the Chinese model of area-wise seizure of territory was the only way to ensure power to the proletariat. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Driven to fight the ruling class through an armed struggle. Every single article emphasises the importance of the movement to be a mass struggle and an armed one. He encourages blatant and shameless use of violence aimed at individuals who form a part of the state. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The following lines make this amply clear&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style:italic;"&gt;"This is like that Luddites' agitation against machines. The revolutionaries will have to give conscious leadership; strike against the hated bureaucrats, against police employees, against military officers; the people should be taught — repression is not done by police stations, but by the officers in charge of police stations; attacks are not directed by government buildings or transport, but by the men of the government's repressive machinery, and against these men that our attacks are directed.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;    The working class and the revolutionary masses should be taught that they should not attack merely for the sake of attacking, but should finish the person whom they attack. For, if they attack only, the reactionary machinery will take revenge. But if they annihilate, everyone of the government's repressive machinery will be panic-stricken. We should remember that the teaching of Comrade Mao. Mao Tsetung's: "The enemy's armoury is our armoury."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;These lines, perhaps, explain the cold blooded nature of recent attacks on CRPF personnel in Dantewada. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;More quotes inciting violence:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style:italic;"&gt;"We are still unable to realize that in the present era we cannot build up peaceful mass movements. For, the ruling class will not give us and is not giving us either, such an opportunity" &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"So in the interest of mass movements, the call should be given to the working class, the fighting peasantry and every fighting people: (1) Take to arms; (2) Form armed units for confrontation; (3) Politically educate every armed unit."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5023559898596948291-5391028887709320028?l=n-sridhar.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://n-sridhar.blogspot.com/feeds/5391028887709320028/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5023559898596948291&amp;postID=5391028887709320028&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5023559898596948291/posts/default/5391028887709320028'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5023559898596948291/posts/default/5391028887709320028'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://n-sridhar.blogspot.com/2010/04/in-light-of-recent-events.html' title=''/><author><name>sridhar</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5023559898596948291.post-1408595249611576569</id><published>2009-04-30T03:50:00.005+01:00</published><updated>2009-04-30T16:52:14.040+01:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:medium;"&gt;A good powerpoint presentation&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:medium;"&gt;Heard 20 lectures in the space of three days. Made observations on the way presentations were made rather than their actual content. Feel qualified enough to list down some things to keep in mind while making a presentation.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:medium;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:medium;"&gt;Things I feel work well:&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:medium;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:medium;"&gt;1) Colour combinations:&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:medium;"&gt;Black on white or White on Black goes well on large screens. For well lit rooms, dark backgrounds dont strain eyes.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:medium;"&gt;I heard a thesis defence(in german) on  very sunny day. The simplest possible template was used with large fonts and yet I found everyone straining their eyes. Therefore,in general, I feel dark backgrounds are a tad more effective. And the colours (pics, videos, etc.) come off much better with dark backgrounds.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:medium;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:medium;"&gt;2) THE Question:&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:'times new roman';"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:medium;"&gt;Must be able to summarise the main focus of the talk into one question. Introduce it in the beginning. Give the answer (ie basic result). Expand on this answer. As opposed to building up to the answer, in which case the audience loses the context of the work.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:'times new roman';"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:medium;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:'times new roman';"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:medium;"&gt;For each slide, mention how the data on the slide fits into the scheme of things and why it is relevant as opposed to what it is! It is very irritating to have people read out whats on screen. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:'times new roman';"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:medium;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:'times new roman';"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:medium;"&gt;3) Energy:&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:'times new roman';"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:medium;"&gt;At least be enthusiastic about your own work!!! The audience loses interest in no time if the speaker himself seems like a old hag pissed off at life for putting him on stage. Smile. Acknowledge things you dont know or have not done. Generally, enjoy the attention.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:medium;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:medium;"&gt;4) The talk must be targeted at the type of audience it is delivered to. Distinguish between experimentalists and theorists as far as possible. One presentation for all conferences isnt going to work the same magic.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:medium;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:medium;"&gt;5) While concluding, its a good idea to ask the audience for suggestions on some problems you arent able to overcome.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:medium;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:medium;"&gt;6) The last slide should contain references and publications along with the usual thank yous.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:medium;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:medium;"&gt;The irritating things:&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:medium;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:medium;"&gt;1)Words like "obviously" or "clearly". I felt like a complete idiot in the audience every time I dont follow the supposed obvious. I feel its a get out of jail trick for topics which the speaker would rather not discuss. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:'times new roman';"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:medium;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:'times new roman';"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:medium;"&gt;2) Face your audience. Turn to look at the screen. Point your bum to the screen. Not to the audience!&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:'times new roman';"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:medium;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:'times new roman';"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:medium;"&gt;3) Use simple terms as far as possible. Omit as many technical details as you can. The lowest common denominator in the audience (me in this particular case :-) ) will not follow.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:'times new roman';"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:medium;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:'times new roman';"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:medium;"&gt;4) Labels and units on plots should have a large font. Its hard to follow whats going on with the graphs unless the variables and units are clearly visible.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:'times new roman';"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:medium;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:'times new roman';"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:medium;"&gt;5) No deliberate rehearsed humour for god sake!! I guess spontaneity works with humour. Only in context, of course.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:'times new roman';"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:medium;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:'times new roman';"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:medium;"&gt;6) Dont rush off slides.Thumb rule, at least a minute per slide. Give me some time to take notes!&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:'times new roman';"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:medium;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:'times new roman';"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:medium;"&gt;7) No paragraphs please. As precise as possible. Usually, not more than 2 lines are needed.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:'times new roman';"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:medium;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:'times new roman';"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:medium;"&gt;8) Random inflections! A change of tone is fine if expressing surprise or joy at certain results. But otherwise,its absolutely hilarious. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:'times new roman';"&gt;9) Finally, during Q &amp;amp; A dont answer in yes and nos only. Expand a bit on the answer.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:'times new roman';"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:'times new roman';"&gt;Also, as a suggestion, try using prosper or beamer LaTex based slides. The final effect is far better than Microsoft Powerpoint. Its like the difference between the Word and Latex output. Of course, they are harder to use. Online tutorials should help.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;More than anything, this is just for my reference.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5023559898596948291-1408595249611576569?l=n-sridhar.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://n-sridhar.blogspot.com/feeds/1408595249611576569/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5023559898596948291&amp;postID=1408595249611576569&amp;isPopup=true' title='3 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5023559898596948291/posts/default/1408595249611576569'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5023559898596948291/posts/default/1408595249611576569'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://n-sridhar.blogspot.com/2009/04/good-powerpoint-presentation-heard-20.html' title=''/><author><name>sridhar</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>3</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5023559898596948291.post-6640988007316410743</id><published>2009-03-25T04:24:00.006Z</published><updated>2009-03-25T05:58:24.132Z</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>Its funny how very small things that happen to people by accident change the whole course of their lives. I have to admit that the first two weeks in Germany were not a lot of fun.  More so, because I had been to Stuttgart earlier and lived for a week which meant the whole thrill of being in a totally new city was absent. The lab mates are fun. 3 of us in one room. Little choice do they have. Like it or not, we must spend at least 2 years together. Its been good thus far.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;German sucks. I cant follow a word, speak a word, read a word! Its hard to shop. Language is alright. I can mime my way through.  I ll get round it. Little interaction with locals anyway.&lt;br /&gt;Plus the added onus to eat vegetarian. Wasted a good 10 euros by now on things I thought were veg but turned out otherwise. Damn! That was my only problem really.FOOD.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Until, of course, I chased absolute strangers, who looked like Indians, hoping to get directions to a supermarket and buy my usual dose (Term used deliberately. Describes food here) on a street I wasn't even supposed to be on. The lord showed mercy. They uttered those divine words. "There's an Indian shop nearby."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;There it was! I found it. All the dals, the spices, the vegetables, aloo methi, matar paneer, rajma, chhole, rotis, parathas. This was bliss. And what great bliss. Weirdly enough,   a conversation I once had in IISc flashed. When I was too lazy to move when the whole group was heading to the IISc mess I had not registered with.  Someone uttered "Ice-cream as dessert" and I went along. What followed was a line that has stuck with me. "Sridhar, Is food the only reason you decide to come along with us?". This was Angika. I remember. I doubt if she does. Also, I never ate anything in that mess.  I dont know why but this line has stayed with me and in that shop I was thinking that it might actually be true!  But, that was most probably the rush of blood on seeing that I could finally spend three years comfortably digesting food that my genes are supposed to react to.  I think I owe Priya, MTR, and the likes a very big thank you for saving my career! I spent like mad. And have been eating loads, sleeping, working far more smoothly ever since. Life-changing? Of course!&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5023559898596948291-6640988007316410743?l=n-sridhar.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://n-sridhar.blogspot.com/feeds/6640988007316410743/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5023559898596948291&amp;postID=6640988007316410743&amp;isPopup=true' title='3 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5023559898596948291/posts/default/6640988007316410743'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5023559898596948291/posts/default/6640988007316410743'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://n-sridhar.blogspot.com/2009/03/its-funny-how-very-small-things-that.html' title=''/><author><name>sridhar</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>3</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5023559898596948291.post-4101460829362047283</id><published>2008-09-22T23:53:00.011+01:00</published><updated>2008-09-23T13:16:26.041+01:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='oxford'/><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>The oxford chapter is about to be closed. On a positive note I hope. I fretted and sweated and lost sleep over my viva. Only to find a very sweet god sent external and a sympathetic supervisor asking 30 minutes of (what I thought) elementary work.  However, the final question they put to me has stayed with me.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;In a very rehearsed and typically British manner, the lady asked rather nonchalantly, "Have you  got what you expected out of this course?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;My answer began with a long pause. This was only justified. Throughout my course, I concentrated on doing well on certain papers and keeping people around me generally happy. Never thought of whether I was getting what I came for. Now, with this question thrusted at my face, with two very respectable and smart people waiting eagerly, I had to think about what I never had.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;First thought: What was it that I really expected and came all the way for ???????&lt;br /&gt;I began muttering slowly and inaudibly and (I also think) with an accentuated indian accent the following:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;" I expected this course to provide me with a SOLID (can't believe I used that word in a formal viva!) backing in solid state and quantum physics and teach me how to apply these fudamental principles to challenging problems in the field of THEORETICAL CHEMISTRY!!!!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I did have to repeat what I said because every time people put me under pressure and expect a reply, I speak in the way that comes most naturally to me i.e. incoherently in the most indianised form of english with every syllable pronounced the way it ought not to!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Second thought: What a load of crap! Add something to sound smarter. They should think you know what u actually expected and to what extent those expectations were really fulfilled&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And, almost in a fit, I went on to state an example of how I successfully applied the fundamental theory and application methods I learnt during the course to this particular project  by  pointing to figures and graphs in front of us and citing how a certain class with a certain professor got me thinking towards this possibility.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Third thought: okay never mind. Try some makkhan.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"The teachers and lectures were very enlightening and the discussions intellectually stimulating. I think the best thing to come out of this experience is that I have understood and developed a feel for tackling problems in the context of theoretical work. Also my numerical abilities have goneup a great deal. So all in all, I feel extremely satisfied at the end of this course"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The examiners nod and generally seem to acknowledge the answer. It really wasnt relevant in terms of my viva performance but still I did have to show people I could talk a bit!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Fifth thought: Oh yes. I can also bullshit now. That is by far the best skill I have honed at Oxford.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So what was I really expecting from my course when I came to Oxford??&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;With some time to introspect at hand. Heres what I think it really was.&lt;br /&gt;As far as the course is concerned, I wanted to learn as much as I could and as sincerely as I could from the very knowledgeable faculty. Take cues for approaching problems. Develop an instinct for the same. Get a licence to independent thought and the freedom to put it in the open for naked scrutiny. Yes, I had all of that. Discuss a grave issue with my professor over a cup of tea in the common room, feel a part of the system, have fun interacting with different people, marvel at the different skills different people had and how they all fit into the  greater scheme of things.&lt;br /&gt;Develop an informal bond with the faculty and may be even go out for a drink with them. I had&lt;br /&gt;none of it!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Of course. I had tonnes of other pictures in my head before I got here. Some fit, most did not. Then I realised the legend built around this place was exactly that, a legend.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5023559898596948291-4101460829362047283?l=n-sridhar.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://n-sridhar.blogspot.com/feeds/4101460829362047283/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5023559898596948291&amp;postID=4101460829362047283&amp;isPopup=true' title='7 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5023559898596948291/posts/default/4101460829362047283'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5023559898596948291/posts/default/4101460829362047283'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://n-sridhar.blogspot.com/2008/09/oxford-chapter-is-about-to-be-closed.html' title=''/><author><name>sridhar</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>7</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5023559898596948291.post-7053544534432714359</id><published>2008-07-07T09:07:00.007+01:00</published><updated>2008-07-10T04:39:47.030+01:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='mahatma'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='godse statement'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='gandhi'/><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>Fanatic or Fierce nationalist?? Gandhiji's assasination-For good or for worse??&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Found Godse's statement on the net and the judge's account as well. Thought it was worth sharing!.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Godse's statement in court during trial.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"The background to the event of 30th January 1948 was exclusively political. The fact that Gandhiji used to recite during prayers verses from the Gita, the Quran and the Bible never provoked any ill-will in me towards him. In this vast area live people of various faiths and I hold that these creeds should have full and equal freedom for following their beliefs. &lt;p&gt;In my writings and speeches I have always advocated that religious and communal considerations should be entirely eschewed in public affairs of the country... I have throughout stood for a secular State with joint electorates. &lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;I am prepared to concede that Gandhiji did undergo sufferings for the sake of the nation� I shall bow in respect to the service done by Gandhiji to the country and to Gandhiji himself for the said service, and before I fired the shots I actually wished him and bowed to him in reverence &lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Since the year 1920, after the demise of Lokmanya Tilak, Gandhiji's influence in the Congress became supreme. His activities for public awakening were phenomenal� and were reinforced by the slogans of truth and non-violence. To imagine that the bulk of mankind is or can ever become capable of scrupulous adherence to these lofty principles in its normal life� is a mere dream. It was the heroic fight put up by Chhatrapati Shivaji Maharaj that first checked and eventually destroyed Muslim tyranny in India. It was absolutely correct tactic for Shivaji to kill Afzal Khan as the latter would otherwise have surely killed him. In condemning Shivaji, Rana Pratap and Guru Gobind as misguided patriots, Gandhiji has merely exposed his self-conceit. &lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;During more than thirty years of the undisputed leadership of the Mahatma there were more desecration of temples, more forcible and fraudulent conversions, more outrages on women and finally the loss of one third of the country. &lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Gandhiji was, paradoxically, a violent pacifist� He had often acted contrary to his professed principles and if it was for appeasing the Muslim, he hardly had any scruple in doing so. &lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;By the Act of 1919 separate electorates were enlarged and communal representation was continued not only in the legislative and local bodies but extended even within the Cabinet� Government patronage to Muslims in the name of Minority protection penetrated throughout the body politic of the Indian State and the Mahatma's slogans were no match against this wholesale corruption of the Muslim mind. The position began to deteriorate and by 1926 it became patent to all that Government had won all along the line but Gandhiji... went on conceding one undemocratic demand after another to the Muslim League in the vain hope of enlisting its support in the national struggle. &lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;The communal principle became deeply embedded in the Reforms of 1935. Mr Jinnah took the fullest advantage of every situation. During the war, 1939-44, Mr Jinnah� promised to support the war as soon as the Muslims' rights were conceded; in April 1940, within six months of the War, Mr Jinnah came out with the demand for Pakistan on the basis of the two-nation theory. &lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;The 'Quit India' campaign of 1942 had completely failed. Britishers had triumphed and the Congress policy can be quite correctly described as 'Peace at any price'� The Congress compromised with the British who placed it in office and in return the Congress surrendered to the violence of Jinnah, carved out a third of India to him an explicitly racial and theological State, and destroyed two million human beings in the process. &lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Gandhiji is being referred to as the Father of the Nation -- an epithet of high reverence. But if so, he has failed in his paternal duty� Had Gandhiji really maintained his opposition to the creation of Pakistan, the Muslim League could have had no strength to claim it and the Britishers also could not have created it in spite of all their utmost efforts� The reason was� the people of this country were� vehement in their opposition to Pakistan. But Gandhiji played false with the people. He has proved to be the Father of Pakistan. &lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;after handing over crores of Hindus to� Pakistan, Gandhiji and his followers have been advising them not to leave Pakistan but continue to stay on. Every day that dawned brought forth news about thousands of Hindus being massacred� Gandhiji did not even by a single word protest and censure the Pakistani Government� &lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;About Kashmir, Gandhiji again and again declared that Sheikh Abdullah should be entrusted the charge of the State and that the Maharaja of Kashmir should retire to Benares for no particular reason than that the Muslims formed the bulk of the Kashmiri population. This stands out in contrast with his attitude on Hyderabad where although the bulk of the population is Hindu, Gandhiji never called upon the Nizam to retire to Mecca. &lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;About this very time he resorted to his fast unto death. Every condition given by him for giving up that fast is in favour of Muslims and against the Hindus. One of the seven conditions was to the effect that all the mosques in Delhi which were occupied by the refugees should be vacated� and be made over to the Muslims. Gandhiji got this condition accepted by the Government� Those were the days of bitter or extreme cold and on the day Gandhiji broke his fast, it was also raining. Families after families of refugees who had come to Delhi for shelter were driven out and while doing so no provision was made for their shelter and stay. &lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;The decision to withhold the payment of Rs 55 crores to Pakistan was taken by our government which claims to be the people's government. But this decision of the people's Government was reversed to suit the tune of Gandhiji's fast. &lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt; All his fasts were to coerce Hindus. &lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt; Honourable Pandit Nehru&lt;em&gt;ji&lt;/em&gt; has himself taken a leading part in the acquiescing to the establishment of Pakistan, a theocratic State. But he should have realised that it will never bring prosperity to the Indian Union with a State founded on fantastically blind religious faith and basis." &lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Justice Khosla, one of the three judges hearing the appeal, wrote after his retirement: 'There was a deep silence when he ceased speaking. Many women were in tears and men coughing and searching for their handkerchiefs. I have no doubt that had the audience of the day been constituted into a jury and entrusted with the task of deciding Godse's appeal, they would have brought in a verdict of 'not guilty' by an overwhelming majority."&lt;/p&gt;Just thought it was worth sharing. The other side of the story. Definitely deserves attention, I think.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5023559898596948291-7053544534432714359?l=n-sridhar.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://n-sridhar.blogspot.com/feeds/7053544534432714359/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5023559898596948291&amp;postID=7053544534432714359&amp;isPopup=true' title='5 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5023559898596948291/posts/default/7053544534432714359'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5023559898596948291/posts/default/7053544534432714359'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://n-sridhar.blogspot.com/2008/07/fanatic-or-fierce-nationalist-gandhijis.html' title=''/><author><name>sridhar</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>5</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5023559898596948291.post-4749074796631512819</id><published>2008-06-18T20:54:00.000+01:00</published><updated>2008-06-18T20:54:53.371+01:00</updated><title type='text'>india-pak at oxford</title><content type='html'>&lt;div style="margin: 0pt auto; background: rgb(0, 0, 0) none repeat scroll 0% 50%; -moz-background-clip: -moz-initial; -moz-background-origin: -moz-initial; -moz-background-inline-policy: -moz-initial; max-width: 511px; text-align: center; line-height: 0pt;"&gt;&lt;div style="margin: 0pt; padding: 0pt; width: 100%; height: 341px;"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;a href="http://blogger-templates.blogspot.com/2007/04/picasa-slideshow.html"&gt;&lt;img style="border: medium none ; margin: 0pt; padding: 0pt; float: left;" src="http://btemplates.googlepages.com/add.gif" title="Add to my blog" alt="Picasa Slideshow" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href="http://picasaweb.google.com/"&gt;&lt;img style="border: medium none ; margin: 0pt; padding: 0pt; float: right;" src="http://btemplates.googlepages.com/picasa.png" title="Go to Picasa Web Albums" alt="Picasa Web Albums" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href="http://picasaweb.google.co.uk/ashoxford/IndiaPakistanOxfordCricketMatch/photo?authkey=og7IbFerKGE#s5212226606868332482"&gt;&lt;img style="border: medium none ; margin: 0pt; padding: 0pt;" src="http://btemplates.googlepages.com/fullscreen.gif" title="View in fullscreen [Press F11]" alt="Fullscreen" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5023559898596948291-4749074796631512819?l=n-sridhar.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='related' href='http://picasaweb.google.co.uk/ashoxford/IndiaPakistanOxfordCricketMatch/photo?authkey=og7IbFerKGE#s5212226606868332482' title='india-pak at oxford'/><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://n-sridhar.blogspot.com/feeds/4749074796631512819/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5023559898596948291&amp;postID=4749074796631512819&amp;isPopup=true' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5023559898596948291/posts/default/4749074796631512819'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5023559898596948291/posts/default/4749074796631512819'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://n-sridhar.blogspot.com/2008/06/india-pak-at-oxford.html' title='india-pak at oxford'/><author><name>sridhar</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5023559898596948291.post-902422823364734778</id><published>2008-05-24T00:46:00.003+01:00</published><updated>2008-05-24T01:32:59.184+01:00</updated><title type='text'>Cricket in England</title><content type='html'>The dust has now settled. All the chaos seems like a thing of the past. Its like second year in college! That probably explains my academic slump too (the infamous sophomore slump!). Look at me looking for excuses.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I have noticed that cricket can do wonders to my morale.  Coursework almost ended. Only a  project to deal with. The weather is awesome. And finally the girls look pretty! Could life get any better? Yes.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;For starters, who dresses up to play? and who plays 40 overs a side?and who uses a leather ball? and who does nets on a regular basis?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I dont think anything compares with basketball court cricket. Play for an hour, bunk a class, buy a juice from the dhaba, go back to your room, re-dress. Here, its very different though.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;First the good parts. Drinks come on to the field every fifteen overs. Usually orange squash.  I love it. The lunch is absolutely fabulous. Not so much because of what they serve, but because I don't cook it! Also, imagine 22 men clad in white lining up to pick up a sandwich and a coke. Funny. My friend circle (the previously non-existent one) has finally reached a respectable diameter. (Note: All brown men play cricket).  Its great to hear people swearing at you in hindi when you are batting. The sledging is just amazing. The brits have a nice sense of humour. I love it.&lt;br /&gt;E.G: I play and miss twice.&lt;br /&gt;Brit Response1:  " Someone get him to buy me a lottery ticket. Its his lucky day out."&lt;br /&gt;Brit Response2: " Its red shiny and round, weighs 5 ounces, you are supposed to hit it" of course copied from their likely hero Ian Botham i think!&lt;br /&gt;Desi response 1: Abbe ch*****e, chashma bhool gaya na apna.&lt;br /&gt;Desi response2: when it hit my pad "Abbe ch*****e, football mood mein hai na aaj. milke champions league final dekhenge. Jaldi out hoja"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;When playing with another 'desi', we were exchanging bats when we came on strike without realising it was not normal here.  The looks we got were awful. Also the tendency to move to the other end once the over is bowled. Its damn funny when I keep doing that and realise that they bowl from both ends!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Now to the not so good ones. Dressing up in whites to play cricket. Bloody tradition. Someone tell them its not a test match!  Standing in the field or sitting in the pavillion (all grounds have one!) through 40 overs. Very boring. The ball in england swings a mile and barely bounces. In oxford it awings two miles. 22 pitches in a piece of land surrounded by two rivers. What else could you expect! Running with pads and thigh guards and the proverbial "box" are not a very comfortable thing to do if you bat long enough.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Did I also mention earlier that the girls have started looking pretty here. I think it has to do with the sun. With good sun come good looking girls. So whenever you plan a trip here, make sure its in the summers.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5023559898596948291-902422823364734778?l=n-sridhar.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://n-sridhar.blogspot.com/feeds/902422823364734778/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5023559898596948291&amp;postID=902422823364734778&amp;isPopup=true' title='4 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5023559898596948291/posts/default/902422823364734778'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5023559898596948291/posts/default/902422823364734778'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://n-sridhar.blogspot.com/2008/05/cricket-in-england.html' title='Cricket in England'/><author><name>sridhar</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>4</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5023559898596948291.post-3539652782266310293</id><published>2008-04-14T23:00:00.002+01:00</published><updated>2008-06-17T15:30:14.734+01:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>It was beautiful. It was so full of enthusiasm. The room was bubbling with the kind of energy I hadnt seen in ages. The get-together at IIT was amazing.  The sight of cheerful people around you is so refreshing. I think i have  drawn from that energy. Recharged and reassured, I feel alot better in the same place i once thought dull and boring.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Three weeks of India passed in an absolute jiffy. It was fun. Great memories.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Nothing has changed here and it never will. The supremely superficial GORA lifestyle, their well rehearsed robotic greetings, shitty food, crappy parties in the name of get-togethers. It will all keep irritating me throughout my stay here.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5023559898596948291-3539652782266310293?l=n-sridhar.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://n-sridhar.blogspot.com/feeds/3539652782266310293/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5023559898596948291&amp;postID=3539652782266310293&amp;isPopup=true' title='3 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5023559898596948291/posts/default/3539652782266310293'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5023559898596948291/posts/default/3539652782266310293'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://n-sridhar.blogspot.com/2008/04/it-was-beautiful.html' title=''/><author><name>sridhar</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>3</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5023559898596948291.post-1926934717767744443</id><published>2008-02-06T23:27:00.003Z</published><updated>2008-05-31T22:04:04.076+01:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>The blimeys, the bollocks,  evening tea, cricket, shakespeare. Those typical English peculiarities.  The stereotypes "mind your language", "yes minister", "my fair lady" and the likes had created. Its all a farse. They are not that funny. What a disappointment.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5023559898596948291-1926934717767744443?l=n-sridhar.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://n-sridhar.blogspot.com/feeds/1926934717767744443/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5023559898596948291&amp;postID=1926934717767744443&amp;isPopup=true' title='3 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5023559898596948291/posts/default/1926934717767744443'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5023559898596948291/posts/default/1926934717767744443'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://n-sridhar.blogspot.com/2008/02/blimeys-bollocks-evening-tea-cricket.html' title=''/><author><name>sridhar</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>3</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5023559898596948291.post-747137469210608400</id><published>2007-11-07T22:36:00.000Z</published><updated>2007-11-07T23:47:38.552Z</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>It is not that time of the year when homesickness begins to set in. Why do I then feel wrong?  Darn, this is not how I want it to be. I have to stick around for at least one year.  In a place so dull that even the sun doesnt shine(!). Add to that courses on quantum, stat mech and multivariable calculus and a twenty minute walk to class(I havent missed any!).&lt;br /&gt;Its a hard life alright!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Things have calmed down. Classes in full gear. Its monotonous. But its scary. Theres always work. I have put it in for a month hoping it will bear fruit some day. Question is that there are ten more such months ahead. Is it sustainable? I think its just within the realms of possible. We'll find out.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Even more concerning is this ever so sharply rising feeling. I dont know what to call it. Blame it on my vocab. And its only increasing. Its not "lonely" because I have friends and I chat for a while. Its not "dejected" as I am where I wanted to be and doing what I wanted to. I dont know what it is. And it rises all the time. Its hard to put in words (At least with my vocab!!). And its very negative. I think it stems from being in an alien nation. For I never felt this way before. Or could be the fact that I am taking myself alot more seriously now. Nah!! its the former. For sure.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hell I am at Oxford! Its beautiful. I have a great room. And my own loo/bathroom (a stark contrast from mukh west days). I have great teachers. A lovely set of friends. I even enjoy quantum classes. I have free fruits. I dont eat a good lunch. But I have at least come to terms with the fact that bad food is a universal phenomenon and very rarely do you get anything worth hogging! My cooking is improving. I can boil rice now and make an omlette as good as Thapa/Bajrangi. I can even solve some assignment problems without opening a book! Thus, to quote an illustrious sportsy from college, "its all good yaar".&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But then, I dont feel right. Somethings missing. My social life isn't as happening as it once used to be. I dont particularly relish bars and bops, but i am getting along. That front is fine. I am happy with my studies. I could do more but it doesnt bother me alot. I play football/frisbee almost every saturday. I am occupied most of the time.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But this "thing", I dont know what to do with it. And its wearing me down..........&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;blockquote&gt;&lt;/blockquote&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5023559898596948291-747137469210608400?l=n-sridhar.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://n-sridhar.blogspot.com/feeds/747137469210608400/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5023559898596948291&amp;postID=747137469210608400&amp;isPopup=true' title='3 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5023559898596948291/posts/default/747137469210608400'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5023559898596948291/posts/default/747137469210608400'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://n-sridhar.blogspot.com/2007/11/it-is-not-that-time-of-year-when.html' title=''/><author><name>sridhar</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>3</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5023559898596948291.post-4504528237074820538</id><published>2007-10-15T23:44:00.001+01:00</published><updated>2008-02-06T23:19:36.194Z</updated><title type='text'>talat</title><content type='html'>&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_WpvbviZakHg/R6pAOv_F5yI/AAAAAAAAAOg/mEBzLK4Vob0/s1600-h/untitled.bmp"&gt;&lt;img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_WpvbviZakHg/R6pAOv_F5yI/AAAAAAAAAOg/mEBzLK4Vob0/s320/untitled.bmp" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5164010544877135650" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: left;"&gt;&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://www.talatmahmood.net/page2.htm"&gt;&lt;img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 320px;" src="http://www.talatmahmood.net/page2.htm" alt="" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;img src="file:///C:/DOCUME%7E1/sirdhr/LOCALS%7E1/Temp/moz-screenshot-3.jpg" alt="" /&gt;&lt;img src="file:///C:/DOCUME%7E1/sirdhr/LOCALS%7E1/Temp/moz-screenshot-4.jpg" alt="" /&gt;&lt;img src="file:///C:/DOCUME%7E1/sirdhr/LOCALS%7E1/Temp/moz-screenshot-5.jpg" alt="" /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;I think I owe this write up to him. For without these songs I would have never come to appreciate the beauty of old Indian music. The man doesnt get due recognition for his amazing contribution to Indian cinema (As is the case with most people I like. V.V.S.Laxman being a case in point!!!) . Most of our generation, has in all likelihood, not even heard the name.&lt;br /&gt;Even though I heard alot of his music as a child. It is only now that I am coming to terms with the lyrics. I enjoy them much more now. Some songs can be heard via this blog too.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He was a sensation in his time. The period of the 50s is still called the golden period for Indian music. For people like C.Ramchand, Salil Chowdhury, Roshan and Anil Biswas, Talat sang some of the most memorable songs. I dont want this to be biographical but certain things just need to be highlighted to emphasize his contribution.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Introduced as the Frank Sinatra of India on the extremely popular Joe Franklin show, he was Indias first singer do a concert tour. Performed to packed houses in Madison square garden.&lt;br /&gt;Was a huge star when he started off. As grapewine has it, Talat went on a haj for two months. Mohammed Rafi happened in those two months. Rafis popularity soared and Talat soon had competition. He was however, still a favorite with music directors for the blues sort of music. His smooth velvety voice was irreplacable.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;With loud music catching up, Talat sort of songs were soon not popular anymore. Alot of factors actually contributed to his decline. Salil Chowdhury and C.Ramchand were on their way out. Also a smoking habit, slowly reduced the amazing charm the voice once contained.&lt;br /&gt;His ghazals though are still among the most popular non-film albums.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The songs found on this blog are the most popular film songs of his. Do take some time out and listen to them."Sham-e-gum" is my favourite with "pyar par bas to nahin hai" coming a close second!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;This is only a small effort to introduce you to some good old Indian blues. People who enjoy Rafi and Kishores sad(!) numbers will definitely like these ones too.&lt;br /&gt;(see the songs at the bottom the playlist on the right)&lt;br /&gt;(few songs in the playlist at the bottom)&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5023559898596948291-4504528237074820538?l=n-sridhar.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://n-sridhar.blogspot.com/feeds/4504528237074820538/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5023559898596948291&amp;postID=4504528237074820538&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5023559898596948291/posts/default/4504528237074820538'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5023559898596948291/posts/default/4504528237074820538'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://n-sridhar.blogspot.com/2007/10/talat.html' title='talat'/><author><name>sridhar</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_WpvbviZakHg/R6pAOv_F5yI/AAAAAAAAAOg/mEBzLK4Vob0/s72-c/untitled.bmp' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5023559898596948291.post-5932476645539601314</id><published>2007-10-04T20:57:00.001+01:00</published><updated>2008-02-06T23:14:08.813Z</updated><title type='text'>First impressions</title><content type='html'>&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_WpvbviZakHg/R6o_Iv_F5xI/AAAAAAAAAOY/mKF0OVI37k4/s1600-h/untitled.bmp"&gt;&lt;img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_WpvbviZakHg/R6o_Iv_F5xI/AAAAAAAAAOY/mKF0OVI37k4/s320/untitled.bmp" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5164009342286292754" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;From one pretty college to another!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="file:///C:/DOCUME%7E1/sirdhr/LOCALS%7E1/Temp/moz-screenshot.jpg" alt="" /&gt;&lt;img src="file:///C:/DOCUME%7E1/sirdhr/LOCALS%7E1/Temp/moz-screenshot-1.jpg" alt="" /&gt;The celebrations were on. Thousands on the streets going wild. Speakers blasting full volume. I was leaving after all!! A mere coincidence that I left on Ganesh Chaturthi.  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;It seemed as though my departure was being celebrated throughout the country.&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;The heart sank to depths it had never known before. The fact that India won the 2020 cup was the only solace. I was, hence (!), leaving on a great note. Hoping that it was a sign of things to come, I moved on. &lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--&gt; &lt;!--[endif]--&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style=""&gt;UK is pretty. My campus, arguably the prettiest. People are great. Wear a smile for everyone all the time. That’s what stands out for me in the British culture. It teaches people to be nice to others. No don’t. don’t doubt my indianness. I am as Indian as any young Indian should be. Being kind to strangers doesn’t come so easy to me. My uncivilized, brash and ill mannered behaviour is a harsh contrast to what I see around. That isn’t changing any firang opinions about Indians anyway.&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style=""&gt;Time to change!! Change the way I walk, talk and dress (ever heard of a sub-fusc???) &lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style=""&gt;&lt;!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--&gt; &lt;!--[endif]--&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style=""&gt;But, these guys don’t talk. They smile and that’s it. Move on. The gesture has got to be followed up, I thought. But no, speaking is a sin. The mantra seems to be “You mind your own business and I mind mine”. But then I am as Indian as any young Indian is. Come on . Where’s all the gossip. The banter. The purposeless, fruitless, meaningless but for some reason, refreshing chatter. I long for a good long meaningless chat with anyone. &lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style=""&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;Oh yes! That happens in the pubs. When ones at liberty to say any thing on the face of this earth and pass it off as drunken revelry. &lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style=""&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;&lt;!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--&gt; &lt;!--[endif]--&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style=""&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;Man. These guys drink. No. They guzzle. Gallons and gallons of alcohol. No wonder they are all so huge. And they walk fast. Its embarrassing to be overtaken by old ladies on your way to the department. Doesn’t do much to lift an already depleting morale. &lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style=""&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;&lt;!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--&gt; &lt;!--[endif]--&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style=""&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;Then, to add insult to injury, there’s the food. Never thought being vegetarian(well…lacto-ova actually) could be such a punishment. Living off boiled carrots, boiled beans, boiled potatoes (with peel) boiled x, boiled y and boiled z doled out in humungous quantities could be quite a challenge. And to pay hefty sums for eating this shit. Wheres the good old daal, roti, sabji. &lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style=""&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;Thank god for eggs. Those pink (not white/yellow!!) little oval saviors that sacrifice themselves to feed ailing souls like me. &lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;      &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style=""&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Shall save some criticism for the next post. Am still learning to live in this avatar. More later…………………&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5023559898596948291-5932476645539601314?l=n-sridhar.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://n-sridhar.blogspot.com/feeds/5932476645539601314/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5023559898596948291&amp;postID=5932476645539601314&amp;isPopup=true' title='5 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5023559898596948291/posts/default/5932476645539601314'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5023559898596948291/posts/default/5932476645539601314'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://n-sridhar.blogspot.com/2007/10/first-impressions-celebrations-were-on.html' title='First impressions'/><author><name>sridhar</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_WpvbviZakHg/R6o_Iv_F5xI/AAAAAAAAAOY/mKF0OVI37k4/s72-c/untitled.bmp' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>5</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5023559898596948291.post-2089681867649610555</id><published>2007-09-04T20:32:00.000+01:00</published><updated>2007-09-05T20:45:16.757+01:00</updated><title type='text'>The GRE cataclysm (cant say tragedy!!!)</title><content type='html'>Am GREing after all!&lt;br /&gt;Only thing that comes to mind when you hear 9/11 is disaster. Absolutely. Nothing else. There it is. Couldnt have been more apt. 9/11, 2007. My GRE date. What a start!&lt;br /&gt;    And to think that I attend classes regularly now. Its happened for a week now. get up at 8. go to the 10 class. come back. watch tv. watch tv. watch tv. study for an hour. At least it is a routine.&lt;br /&gt; A thousand things to fit in. Chemistry books. Well Theoretical Chemistry to be precise.Loads and loads of them. waiting to be opened . only gathering dust. MIT OCW. Paradigm Shift. A book i resolved to finish. Nothing progressing except the GRE. That too at the slowest possible rate. I am in a mess.&lt;br /&gt;Blame it all on the BCCI. They schedule cricket matches to suit us perfectly. There s always one on during boards, during annuals, during term tests and now, in my case, the GRE!&lt;br /&gt;9/11 is also when the twenty-twenty world cup starts. FOOLS. 9/11. The dates got to be respected. A gala opening ceremony on 9/11. Unthinkable!. Fools! Also my GRE on 9/11.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;"We must accept finite disappointment, but never lose infinite hope" said Martin Luther King.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b&gt; &lt;/b&gt;Hope someone asks the ETS to cancel all exams on 9/11. Else, I must accept the disappointment!&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5023559898596948291-2089681867649610555?l=n-sridhar.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://n-sridhar.blogspot.com/feeds/2089681867649610555/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5023559898596948291&amp;postID=2089681867649610555&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5023559898596948291/posts/default/2089681867649610555'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5023559898596948291/posts/default/2089681867649610555'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://n-sridhar.blogspot.com/2007/09/giving-gre.html' title='The GRE cataclysm (cant say tragedy!!!)'/><author><name>sridhar</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5023559898596948291.post-1018338650772341820</id><published>2007-06-13T18:24:00.000+01:00</published><updated>2008-02-06T23:22:13.906Z</updated><title type='text'>shantraram (book)</title><content type='html'>&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp3.blogger.com/_WpvbviZakHg/R6pBFv_F5zI/AAAAAAAAAOo/xzdqbsqv8U8/s1600-h/untitled.bmp"&gt;&lt;img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer;" src="http://bp3.blogger.com/_WpvbviZakHg/R6pBFv_F5zI/AAAAAAAAAOo/xzdqbsqv8U8/s320/untitled.bmp" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5164011489769940786" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;The fact that this was to be made into a movie with Johny Depp playing the lead and Mira Nair directing was the sole inspiration to go through this one.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Gregory David Roberts saga is very "filmy" with all its very predictable "twists" and aptly based in the city of bombay!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"A literary masterpiece.......... it has the grit and pace of a thriller" screams the cover.&lt;br /&gt;Trust me, it isn't even close to being any of those.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He of course does his bit to promote two already well established notions. "India, the city of cows and slums" and "Indians, a heart of gold" which we know to be false.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So heres Lin(short for LING(dick for the uninitiated))&lt;br /&gt;playing lover,fugitive, drug addict, actor, doctor(yes!), mujahid(huh!) one after the other and u wonder if it is the same book! A bizarre hotch-potch story results.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"True story of 8 years of the bombay underworld" says another screamer.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;hah! yes i trust that!!!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I went to the Leopolds in Bombay. Wasnt even close to the description in the book.&lt;br /&gt;hardly any foreigners. a few guys drinking. no banter. no crowd. all this in the evening at 5, not even a white lady (he speaks of white prostitutes and in numbers!!).&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The leopolds guy though was making his buck from the book. He was selling hard bound copies of Shantaram inside!!!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A very very overrated book. All books that get popular these days get a rave. Thats probably because they are all found on shopping portals. Unfortunately, it does not work the other way.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5023559898596948291-1018338650772341820?l=n-sridhar.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://n-sridhar.blogspot.com/feeds/1018338650772341820/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5023559898596948291&amp;postID=1018338650772341820&amp;isPopup=true' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5023559898596948291/posts/default/1018338650772341820'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5023559898596948291/posts/default/1018338650772341820'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://n-sridhar.blogspot.com/2007/06/to-keep-myself-busy.html' title='shantraram (book)'/><author><name>sridhar</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://bp3.blogger.com/_WpvbviZakHg/R6pBFv_F5zI/AAAAAAAAAOo/xzdqbsqv8U8/s72-c/untitled.bmp' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry></feed>
